Dont know where id be without you.

Dear Olea Carmeno Tini-Marie Lloyd & Te Huru tea a Rangi Tawera Tahuri.

I know I tell yous lots that I love you both. But I thought why not write you a blog letter. I want the whole world to know how much of an impact you both have on my life. I have watched you both grow up your whole lives, watched yous go from little babies to little girls to young women. Growing up I tried to be a good example but I was pretty bad at it. Lol. In actual fact you two are more of a good example to me than anyone in our family.

Watching you both grow stronger in the gospel makes me soo happy. And it makes me want to become a better person. It even makes me want to come back to church. And eventually I will. And it will be because of you both.

I love how we can be soo open with each other and how you both tell me everything (well most) and anything. Im glad that you both trust me with your secrets and with your personal lives. Im glad that when I finally have children they will have good big cousin role models to look up to.

And I want you both to know, and I know yous already do know but I am always here no matter what time, where, why and anything I AM HERE !! I will NEVER judge you.

I love all my nieces & nephews and I cant wait til Aryanna, Emma, Cyene and Azrael are older to have the same relationship i have with yous. And that the boys know im here for them too. 

I wish Sloane was closer too so she could experience this with us. But i love her just as much and me and her have been through so many obstacles together in our loves as well.

I just want to take this time to personally thank yous for being true to yourselves and being my good example. Thank yous for telling me the truth and telling me how it is. And for kickn my bum and always on my case about church I really do appreciate it.

Anyway this letter is a bit all over the place but mehh thats me haha. And its 1:22am . Anyway I LOVE YOU BOTH.

Thaanx xoxox